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Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[damedana]

[makes sense why they both were crying so much, then.]

... yeah? I'm still not sure how to really take that, if I'm honest.

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[ahahadotwav]

Neither am I. Frankly, I've been trying to avoid thinking about it.

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[damedana]

We have time to talk about it, now. Or, did you want to start on the next thing?

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[ahahadotwav]

I don't even know what to say about them being gone...

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[damedana]

... maybe we just remind each other there's not much we can do about it right now.

[but that timing--IN A WAY, GLAD THEY WEREN'T HERE FOR THE SCAVENGER GAME. there is still guilt on his face, though.]

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[ahahadotwav]

That's true.

...I bet you keep thinking the same thing I do, that it was somehow our fault. Even though it obviously wasn't.

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[damedana]

... kinda hard not to after what happened in that last game.

Which... [heavy sigh, nervous sigh really.] It was a bad idea. I knew it was, especially when you and Ange hate that, but I still...

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[ahahadotwav]

...It was. And it was a bad idea for me to help you go through with it, when that didn't even end up helping me win the game.

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[damedana]

Really makes you wonder what "brutal" or "emotionally damaging" thing got the others their win...

Either way... not doing it again. Not willingly. Frankly, I really just don't make a very good killer. No need to give that forgery more weight.

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[ahahadotwav]

I'm glad to hear that. It really doesn't suit you at all.

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[damedana]

You'd think I know that, right?

... I guess I'm still settling on some things.

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[ahahadotwav]

[pats his cheek]

We both have plenty of things to work on, it seems.

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[damedana]

[turns head to kiss that hand.]

Think that's the most of what's on my plate. There's talking it out with Zyrak and Kyrie-san, but... I think that's just on me to do.

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[ahahadotwav]

I'm sure they will be understanding. You might get scolded a little, but you can handle that much.

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[damedana]

Mm...

You still have some things to talk about, though.

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[ahahadotwav]

...I do.

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[damedana]

One thing at a time. There's no rush.

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[ahahadotwav]

[so so so nervous]

Well, um... I have sort of. Slept with Jamil Viper? Twice?

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[damedana]

[... okay, not expected.]

... not under compulsion, right?

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[ahahadotwav]

Not at all. He's been very careful not to make me do anything against my will.

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[damedana]

He should be, considering.

... Salamander's still difficult to navigate even with that, though, huh.

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[ahahadotwav]

Very much so. Kaz Brekker is... very difficult.

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[damedana]

He definitely is.

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[ahahadotwav]

He actually attacked me right after the game.

Re: day 81, after finch meeting

[damedana]

Sore winner.