Battler-kun... Don't you know you don't have to be so polite with me? I know it's not that easy, so if there's still something wrong, I hope you know you can ask for my help, if you want it.
...Or that we can just sit here and talk, or quietly have tea, since I doubt I can just leave.
... I can't--I can't say anything. There's no "talking about it" because of... stupid taboos or just because it-- [hurts too damn much.]
I won't lie, it's scary. Someone like you knowing even a little of it. I couldn't feel it at the time, but... you're really scary, you know that?
[now he looks over to her and actually, mad boy is a sad boi, actually.]
But even then, you still only have half of it. Not even, maybe. What I can say and what I can't--both are the truth. And Ange can't know, I have to confuse the issue with her, but I'm not... giving up on her. She just won't have the full picture...
[trails off, clearly unable to finish the sentence. oh no, this is actually the thing he's saddest about right now]
[She puts a hand on his arm though, a bit tentative so he can easily reject it.]
I know you're not giving up on her, Battler-kun. And that it's not easy to navigate all this. But I do think it will work out, because you both care, you're both going to try. That's what really matters, isn't it? Even if she's frustrating.
Ah, good point. ...That reminds me, she said you used things I taught you during those games - that was nice to hear, I hope they helped and didn't just get in the way like they did for me just now.
Oh. Yeah. Actually... I did struggle with it for a bit, but... there were a lot of factors in that. But in the end, yeah. It. Really helped. I just wish I could have gotten the hang of it sooner.
Mm, like you said, I only know half of it, or not even. But it sounds like you've been through a lot...so to make it, I'm sure you must have learned a lot, and come up with your own ideas too. That's pretty amazing, you know.
Small bombs? It sounds a bit silly, but I don't know, there's no reason that can't be an argument. You might sound more credible if you just call them "explosives", though.
[this should not be funny but in fact, he's snerk-laughing because yeah.]
I don't know how "they ate an explosive small enough that their stomachs exploded" sounds any more reasonable than "the candy had small bombs inside them", but probably.
"Throw things at the wall and see what sticks", right? Or negotiating by starting with an absurd demand, knowing it's going to be rejected. It's not a bad tactic at all.
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I'm fine now. Thank you.
[uncharacteristically polite but also voice still coming out a little strangled, like there's a weight to it.]
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...Or that we can just sit here and talk, or quietly have tea, since I doubt I can just leave.
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I won't lie, it's scary. Someone like you knowing even a little of it. I couldn't feel it at the time, but... you're really scary, you know that?
[now he looks over to her and actually, mad boy is a sad boi, actually.]
But even then, you still only have half of it. Not even, maybe. What I can say and what I can't--both are the truth. And Ange can't know, I have to confuse the issue with her, but I'm not... giving up on her. She just won't have the full picture...
[trails off, clearly unable to finish the sentence. oh no, this is actually the thing he's saddest about right now]
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I know I am. Although I didn't think I managed to do anything to be frightening this time...
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I know you're not giving up on her, Battler-kun. And that it's not easy to navigate all this. But I do think it will work out, because you both care, you're both going to try. That's what really matters, isn't it? Even if she's frustrating.
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... I can have Virgilia bring Ange here. And Ronove can bring some tea.
[also since when was this Battler the one with the chest wound? well, it's fine. it's all Battler anyway.]
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[She looks back when she notices his chest, to see if the other one is even still there??]
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and he just waits.]
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Oh good, now I don't have to feel like I'm always neglecting one of you.
...How does it feel? It's not like I can fix it, but still, maybe we can wrap something around it?
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[and yet he's more tired than traumatized but probably that's the Used To A Lot Of Trauma thing.]
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Ah, good point. ...That reminds me, she said you used things I taught you during those games - that was nice to hear, I hope they helped and didn't just get in the way like they did for me just now.
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Oh. Yeah. Actually... I did struggle with it for a bit, but... there were a lot of factors in that. But in the end, yeah. It. Really helped. I just wish I could have gotten the hang of it sooner.
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... anyway, yeah, I still learned a lot of new things, too.
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I don't know how "they ate an explosive small enough that their stomachs exploded" sounds any more reasonable than "the candy had small bombs inside them", but probably.
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Using even slightly more technical phrasing immediately improves the perception of anything you say. Although there's not much helping that, I admit.
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[but okay. ... okay. he's. calmer now. just.
gestures back to the table and chairs. there are three chairs now, anyway.]
Ange should be here soon. How about a game while we wait?
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That sounds like fun.