but the Battler hugging onto her heaves a very tired and heavy sigh.]
"I'm not Ushiromiya Battler. It wasn't me. I can't accept that."--things like that, even when I tried to explain over and over and over... but kept getting that kind of response, kept being accused of something I wasn't... originally trying to do, but after a while... y'know.
Ushiromiya Battler is not the culprit... but that doesn't mean he didn't try for it.
I thought... it was all figured out and everything was settled, but then... here... am I the reason that theory has any say at all, when I'm soulless? Am I the reason I keep targeting Kyrie-san and getting into fights with Ange and just... all of it? I'm definitely... more willing to pull that sorta thing.
Or is that just how Ushiromiya Battler actually is? I don't... know anymore. And I hate it. I hate--all of that.
[sometimes can't quite contain the self-loathing but has been trying very very hard. but also reasons for lack of responses to other Battler getting grossly injured.]
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but the Battler hugging onto her heaves a very tired and heavy sigh.]
"I'm not Ushiromiya Battler. It wasn't me. I can't accept that."--things like that, even when I tried to explain over and over and over... but kept getting that kind of response, kept being accused of something I wasn't... originally trying to do, but after a while... y'know.
Ushiromiya Battler is not the culprit... but that doesn't mean he didn't try for it.
I thought... it was all figured out and everything was settled, but then... here... am I the reason that theory has any say at all, when I'm soulless? Am I the reason I keep targeting Kyrie-san and getting into fights with Ange and just... all of it? I'm definitely... more willing to pull that sorta thing.
Or is that just how Ushiromiya Battler actually is? I don't... know anymore. And I hate it. I hate--all of that.
[sometimes can't quite contain the self-loathing but has been trying very very hard. but also reasons for lack of responses to other Battler getting grossly injured.]